A couple of months agoe i had nightmares about death. these nightmares scared me so much, i would have to get up out of bed and do something to take my mind off of death. After a while, i relized why i was getting so scared, i could`nt feel god. You know how when you pray up to god you sort of feel ...
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A couple of months agoe i had nightmares about death. these nightmares scared me so much, i would have to get up out of bed and do something to take my mind off of death. After a while, i relized why i was getting so scared, i could`nt feel god. You know how when you pray up to god you sort of feel his presence, well thats what i mean, ecsept i feel god whenever i think about him.
Any one night after taking to my buss driver about my feelings, she said that i should ask god to renew our relashonship with him.So that night i prayed to god to renew our relashonship,and within two days i was not as scared about death,and i could feel god again.
a few months later i am still a bit scared so i ask god for a sighn to show me he is there. A week later my moms body waxer luchai is talking about how god punished her because she took too mutch pride in her car,i think about how lucky she is to truely belive in heart of hearts that the reson her car broke down, was god punishing her. The next night i come home and i can not find my game,so i make a prayer/promise to god that if he helps me find my game,then i willnot take the code to mothers wi fi connecter. Any way as if by magic i fing my game in the landry room thoe i canot remember even going in there. So i go back upstairs and take the code any way. but as i am doing so i remember about luchia`s story about god punishing her. i grab the code anyway and go use it. it was at that moment i felt something was going to happen to either my game or my ipod,so the next i take them both to school with me on the buss just to be safe. I use my ipod in the morning,it worcks fine,get on the buss to go home it will not even turn on. i plug it into the pc and wall charger but i knew that it was shot.i also knew that the reson that it broke was gods punishment for me breaking my promice to him the night before.
not only did god teach me a lesson, but he also showed me the sighn i had prayed for.i will be happy because of that
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